The first thing I learned is that this world of web modeling is not what many think. It’s not just about being in front of a camera and doing the first thing you can think of. It is a process of self -knowledge, creativity and, above all, communication with people who connect with me. I realized that I have to be myself, but also learn to offer something authentic and unique. Interaction with users is much deeper than I imagined. Sometimes it is they who tell me their stories, their concerns, and I feel that I can be a kind of confidant in their day to day.The best thing about this experience is freedom. Not only because I handle my schedules, but because I can explore different facets of myself. At first, I felt a little insecure, but I learned to feel comfortable and hug my body as it is. Each session helps me gain confidence. This work has empowered me in an incredible way.
My camera acts as a mirror, not only for users, but also for me. Each session, each conversation, helps me to reflect on who I am, my emotions and my limits. Sometimes, what users see is not only what I offer as a model, but a version of myself that explores their own vulnerability. The interactions teach me a lot about how I react to various situations and how I can grow as a person.What I enjoy most is the connection I can generate with people on the other side of the camera. It is fascinating how relationships are created, even when we have never seen each other in person. There is something deeply human in the way we interact with others, and that does not change just because we are through a screen. Many of my users return because, beyond entertainment, they look for a company, conversation or someone with whom to share their thoughts. For me, it is not just about fulfilling a fantasy or showing something in particular, but about offering a safe and authentic space where they can be themselves.